Regrettably, I have not been very active on the forums, and since I feel like you guys are my family, I feel as though I can tell you guys what's been up.
Starting in November, I have been suffering from pretty severe depression. This also comes from me being diagnosed with being borderline bi-polar. I should not have let it get to me as it did, but one of my new year's resolutions is to hopefully learn to overcome it. Maybe not 'overcome' per-say....but learn to cope with it. Both the depression as well as the BBPD.
There have been other things going on as well, but that will have to be on a more personal note. One on one.
Thank you guys for understanding. I hope to be back by tomorrow!
Post by LOKI CHRISTOPHER EARLEY on Jan 4, 2014 15:44:12 GMT -5
Real life come first as does your health. You will overcome this and learn to cope with it, in one way or another. We miss you dear and we are all family and family sticks together and help each other pull through whatever difficulties get in the way.
When I was going through a rough patch a while back, I had my RP family to support me and to help me through it. I was truly grateful <3
ELLEN ELIZABETH WATSON: That sounds familiar. I used to be that way. I still am, but I've learned to let go a little.
Sept 18, 2013 22:33:39 GMT -5
EMMA GRACE DANVERS (GOODMAN): Alec is too good to me, how did I deserve him. I'm such a perfectionist that I am afraid to screw up
Sept 18, 2013 22:30:10 GMT -5
ELLEN ELIZABETH WATSON: Everyone screws up. I've screwed up so many times I can't even keep track, but you just have to pick yourself up and learn to forgive yourself which can be the hardest thing to do
Sept 18, 2013 22:28:38 GMT -5
EMMA GRACE DANVERS (GOODMAN): Thank you so much Ellen. I know Alec is there to encourage me, but sometimes I feel he's put me on this great mother pedestal. I'm afraid of screwing up.
Sept 18, 2013 22:25:29 GMT -5
ELLEN ELIZABETH WATSON: I wouldn't worry too much Emma. You're very maternal, something I never was, and I managed to do it alone. If you ever need to talk about parenting, I'm always here
Sept 18, 2013 22:10:52 GMT -5
EMMA GRACE DANVERS (GOODMAN): I'm just worried about being a good mother. Since my own mother is no longer here to advice me. I just want to do her proud *nervous look*
Sept 18, 2013 22:09:25 GMT -5
EMMA GRACE DANVERS (GOODMAN): well I think Alec will be worried when it comes to that age. He'll probably buy a shotgun and ward off any boy who comes a courting.
Sept 18, 2013 22:08:32 GMT -5
ELLEN ELIZABETH WATSON: -laughs- you don't have to worry about that for a while. I told Victoria when she was going into sixth grade, but I think it also depends on the child
Sept 18, 2013 22:07:23 GMT -5